Long story short, I have been on a pain killer for the last 3 years and in order to remain in the Army, I had to tell them that I was no longer taking it. Basically, its a synthetic opiate so there is no test (Army-wise) that can detect it. They believed me and sent me to Romania. Now that I am her, I still have my meds, but knowing that there are no refills in my future I am doing everything in my power to come off of them and let me tell you…I now have a great respect for those addicts that come clean and ther battle to kick the dragon! I have not had any for four days and my body is killing me. I feel like crap, I can’t sleep, I’m restless like a toddler in a cage at night! It sucks.
Wish me luck…Its going to be a long and winding road but I think I can do it. Though I am physically addicted to it, I have never been mentally addicted to anything other then the beauty that lays in a sexy womans eyes and the confidence she carries with it!!!